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yoko_na15
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Name: Romeo
Country: Philippines
Metro: Manila
Gender: Male
Interests: anime..death..theories of life after death..the typical things that goes in the minds of delusional fools
Expertise: drawing things with my own style and life to it.
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/11/2005
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| 1st on 2006
as always life's doing hell,... uh i mean, well.... last week was terrible....
anyways, i think i'm finally getting over je... hehehe
wala lang... too bored to type anymore.... see you when i see you... | | |
| the day is sept. 4.... 24 days until the world's worst day... my birth.... i'm an empty vessel.... you know last thurs., while we were doing training, Je fell down, her face was extremely pale... she was 3 steps in front of me... but my immediate reaction was not to dive to her rescue but to jump back and call a medic... DAMN! WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!! ... then i felt lifeless... i felt cold sweat slide down my cheek... I dont know anymore!... | | |
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ka chat ko c sammie.... hehehehehe la lang.....
la kong magawa.... pumapatak ang ulan... i'm stranded in a computer shop... o welll.... sulat nalang ako ng buhay ko dito.... i'm writing for those who still read this things... thanks alot a....
well life has been goin up and down recently.... I have shallow laughs with my friends.... i have deep thoughts alone... I work my troubles away... I jog... I do HW's... I have a go with the punching bag... i do anything just to have something to do... to stop my constant thinking... but still at the end of the day... I can't sleep... I think... I THINK... I THINK ABOUT HER!!!!!... DAMN.... finally, i find my peace at about 3:00...then i wake up at 5:30... I work again... this has been my schedule for the past few days...
i hope soon I just run out of battery and drop dead... then i'll be at peace... away from all this thinking...
maybe you're thinking, why dont i just kill myself... it's because i have a friend... I dont want her to feel sad... I dont want her to cry... not for me...
I'll live because of her... when i'm finaly forgotten ... then i can die... hehehehe | | |
| what's this happening to me... one minute im as happy as "lyle", the next minute i just feel like being alone in a corner... i want to be with my friends but when i'm with them i just feel like i wanna be alone... WIERD KO NA!!! what have i become... geeez, boring na noh?... pero ganun lang kaci buhay ko ngayon... BORING... KULANG SA BUHAY... | | |
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